My heart

My heart is crying and is screaming and is hurting... And maybe will do that all its life. Because i try to lie to her everyday and every time that someone will come to fix it. To make it full again and pumping with enough force that I will think it will blow my chest away. But I keep lying to her... And I think she knows. Because she cries five minutes and then she calms herself, just like a baby. Believing that someday will be that day. Hoping until the end... Or maybe she just feels the end won't come and everything will just hurt more and more... Until one day. When... She will just keep calm... Forever.