Every time...
How many times did you feel out of space? Out of place?
Once, twice... Try... A lot!
Every time when their eyes were on you. Every time when you thought drinking too much was the only solution for all your problems.
Those times when even the drugs won't be enough to change your way of thinking, their looks and their mentalities.
Sometimes you wished you could be only a ghost, then you knew karma is not so good on you.
Never, ever, will happen what you want.
Then, when you drink too much everything is getting hard to understand and to believe so, you feel better for 5 seconds. Then, of course you know all have been only a fucking, pathetic lie.
You want to try to live normaly without caring, but for sure it's not so easy.
So you just... Live. Like this. Broken... Dying!
Imagining everyday that things could eventually change. Even if you know the truth.
Hopping... That someday things may be different.
Once, twice... Try... A lot!
Every time when their eyes were on you. Every time when you thought drinking too much was the only solution for all your problems.
Those times when even the drugs won't be enough to change your way of thinking, their looks and their mentalities.
Sometimes you wished you could be only a ghost, then you knew karma is not so good on you.
Never, ever, will happen what you want.
Then, when you drink too much everything is getting hard to understand and to believe so, you feel better for 5 seconds. Then, of course you know all have been only a fucking, pathetic lie.
You want to try to live normaly without caring, but for sure it's not so easy.
So you just... Live. Like this. Broken... Dying!
Imagining everyday that things could eventually change. Even if you know the truth.
Hopping... That someday things may be different.
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